Back again world...
So i have something i want to get off my chest...and since no one seems to be available to speak to at this time...here i am
So as of now im feeling some type of way, what way? I dont know. I sorta feel disrespected but im not sure if thats emotion im feeling or not and if there is a validity to feeling disrespected. I cant say for sure that thats what going on....nonetheless im confused and feeling some type of way?
I know that there's nothing wrong with feeling the way i feel....i remember my mom telling awhile ago "that you're entilted to feel the way you feel and dont ever let anyone tell u different" why is that i constantly question things that have clear meanings with no explanation necessary?
I mean i know for a fact that niggas go be niggas which means some things; they gon do what they want, they have the tendency to be foul, and lastly they gon be whores...i truly feel that all niggas are whores!!!!!!!!!!
Me and this nigga been talkin and spending time together...and im just now realizing to take things for what they are. We are friends nothing more, nothing less...we have no title. I was thinking having no title and keeping things simple i have less chance of getting hurt but boy was i wrong. We went to a party, not together, im not even aware he knew i was coming. Either way it goes i felt some type of about how the party went on.....needless to say someone of importance to him was there and it just so happens we spend no time together and lil Krystal gets put on the back burner...smh...like really nigga? u gon play me like that? if that was the case i coulda stayed my ass home. i felt like it was two ways the situation could have gone that i would have been comfortable with.... 1. give me the shit straight i mean imma big girl i can handle it let me know what the situation is... or 2. he coulda had no interaction with me at all
it was more like he was doing his thing with this someone of importance but yet u coming at me like im behaving differently like im playin you off? but why? it was clear i did not matter that night so dont play me like its me who's acting brand new....like kick the fuck bac with that shit... like dont be all up on someone else and expect for me to be on yo dick at the same time, like no sorry hun...not me!
either way it goes im feeling some type of way and i dont like it
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