Blah. :(

Back again world....

Have you ever had one of those days where nothing is quite wrong but its not exactly right either? Actually i cant even really explain it. Now this is gonna sound crazy but so be it, I think i am actually down, in the dumps, and depressed for absolutely no apparent reason! Crazy right? I just know that im not happy, not sad, but im just like blah. Have that feeling that no one cares? when you know for a fact they're plenty of people who do...i suppose im just yearning for something; what idk but whatever it is, at this point i dont have it. Whats funny to me is that i really dont have anything to complain about, and the fact that ppl try to cheer me and it does nothing actually makes me feel worse. Like i was speaking with a good friend of mine and i explained to him how i felt and he was genuinely like "Aww hun wish i was there to make you feel better" and i say dont sweat it i'll be fine. An hour later after convo about the day and this and that he's like "How are we feelin now" ...the same i respond which makes me feel bad since he cares and wants to help...then before ending our convo....he ends with "Hun plz update me later, if I dont get to you first". Obviously there are people who care, so i ask why does this not make me feel better? and what is it thats actually wrong? how does one feel bad or blah or what have you for no apparent reason?....seriously im baffled as to why i feel so "BLAH"