Enters my mind no matter what i'm doing, may it be trying to sleep, watching tv, eating or whatever have you...like clockwork enters my thoughts. I tell myself not to but yet i still do. It can be good at times and torture at others. It can put a smile on my face or even wipe that same smile away. From the simple things and time we share, to how he pretends not to notice when i stare. Those big, strong arms that i so adore, marked with his own identity as well as someone else's, that i can't help but melt in when they're wrapped around me touching my core. Soft lips and an even softer smile to match. I simply enjoy just to be close to him, the height that towers over me just drives me crazy. The chocolate skin that covers his body glistens as he dances and has fun with his easy going carefree personality. I love to sit back and watch him enjoying himself and having fun somehow it gives me some sort of happiness. The torture comes when i remember the way things were when we first met, how much we talked and how we had so much to talk about. We use to talk everyday allday even if it was via text message. We still talk everyday but its less and the convos are fewer. I feel like we're falling off slowly fading into something less, like maybe he's losing interest. Not to sound all thirsty but i yearn to speak and spend time with him and when it comes down to it....i just really like him point blank period. Although the feeling may be mutual something has definitely changed and this day to day is becoming torture. Maybe i need to let go & move
....whatever the case he is comsuming my thoughts.....
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